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- I am 28 and a first time mom to Roan James, the most precious baby to step on earth (well at least I think so.) I am married to the most amazing man ever and love spending all my time with my two boys.
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Friday, December 29, 2006
Heading North for the winter. YEAH right winter, whats winter. Thats what I thought. BEEP
This week is finally over. It was a bad one. I did not get out of work before 8:30 this week. Except for today. We closed the month, then closed the year, and we tied. Yay. Now I can go on a mini vaca and enjoy my life again. I am going to New York this weekend. I am leaving tonight at around 9. We are going to the Meadow Lands for a JETS game. Am I going to the JETS game??? NOPE. Rudy want to tell them why? He took my ticket. So the story goes. Chris got two Jets tix. 4th row in the in-zone. Shaun gets up there gets 3 more tix and calls Jeremy and Rudy to go. Dana had the first tix since he was the reason they were buying a tix in the first place. I get a call Wednesday saying "yea there was 3 tix and Rudy and Jer are going." I was livid. As everyone on here knows I was contemplating going up north this weekend. If I had a tix I would definitely be going. Anyways so bottom line Rudy has my tix. My dad starts to think about how crazy it is going to be up there so he is like "we need to go." So me, Jeremy, Rudy and my dad are driving up tonight. Chris and Dana are leaving tomorrow and Shaun is already up there. A weekend with 6 guys my dream come true :) So my uncle told my dad about this tail gate party outside the game so I am going for that. Its going to be an insane weekend of hanging out and being crazy. Shaun called Wednesday and was like EVERYONE is going into the city Saturday so you better make sure you are here and ready. Everyone includes Chelsea. Yay. I am so excited. So my dad is getting some work done in his yard today. He needs new lines run. Well he called the utilities guys they came out and mark the lines. Apparently they didn't do a good job. I guess a water main runs under my dads house and it was hit. Flooded the neighborhood. Mud is all over the streets and they had to bring in people to try to get the mud off of the street. It is supposed to be absolutely crazy. They took pictures so I will post them. I tell you what! Absolute mayhem. I am going to take a nap before we hit the road. I think I have an hour and a half. Rudy you and I are sleeping in the back. I get to be on top :) None of this funny business you tried the other week on the couch. By the way return that movie. I am getting late fines.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
J-E-T-S jets jets jets
Today started off on a good foot. Judy and Dana had a couple of people over for brunch. We made mimosas and cosmos and had some AWESOME french toast. It was crazy how fast 4:30 rolled around. Our plans for today were to watch football. I am in the Superbowl this week and next. I have held the number one spot for like 8 weeks now, which is completely awesome. Today, however I lost by 5 points. I am happy about that though because it will be easy for me to take it next week. This week was a really bad week for me. I think this is the lowest I have scored all season. That shouldn't happen next week. The guys league wrapped up today. It came down to Shaun and Jared and the Jets Dolphins came. Shaun needed 8 points to win their tournament. He started cotchery and he got him his points when he scored a touchdown. How fitting since he was wearing his authentic cotchery jersey. So Shaun took the trophy, literally. We filled it with beer and he drank out of it. It was a very fun ceremony. I am not on their league because they were worried I would beat them. Not that I would have but shaun was like there is a trophy this year. A girl is NOT getting the trophy. I wouldn't have gotten anywhere against Shaun. I think it was good move for me to be on the team with the Duluth guys. Not only that but they get a kick out of the fact that I am winning. These guys would have been beyond pissed. So this weekend was nice and relaxing. I spent all day Sunday by myself. Which as anyone who knows me knows is VERY VERY not like me. Diedrich was texting me to see what craziness i was getting into and I was like "i am home alone chilling." He was upset at the thought and fitting I literally spent the whole day on the couch. I was supposed to be at this massive party but I was not feeling it and really had no intention on going. Candy came home and was like "are you ok?" "Are you sure nothing is wrong, I am not use to you being home. This is so unlike you." Which is why it was so nice. I never get to hang out by myself. Plus I had such big plans for game day today I just wanted to save my energy. Unfortunately I did nothing productive, except find a place to ski in Vermont. Mount snow. I am actually snow boarding this year. Craziness I know since I love skiing. I have never really wanted to board but I think I should at least give it a try. It will take at least 3 days before i get anywhere but I am aware of this fact before going into it. So Colorado is out of the question. Not totally but more than likely. I have always wanted to do Vermont though so I am stoked. Swoop Swoop Swoop. That is my skiing noise. I literally do that as I move my hips from side to side in a "I'm going down the mountain" sort of way. Just another reason why I Sarah Elizabeth Foti am a loser ;) winky winky. This week is going to be a bad one so I go into it grudgingly. I am 99% sure that I will miss Ballet Wed. Hopefully I will make it on Saturday. If I do not go out of town. I do not think I am going out of town. After this week though I will need a vacation. Year end sucks. Note for anyone considering working in the accounting industry. You will not get anytime off at the end of the year. You WILL work overtime, and rarely be compensated. In my case I am not compensated AT ALL. How nice. Anyways I am going to bed now. Sweet dreams me.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
No need to ask where Im from you already know. I represent the A from my head to my toes.
Today I am going to the Hockey game to watch the devils kill the thrashers. I am going to have lots of fun! Before I do that I am going to go see my mom since she is in town. Yes thats right Mommie I am coming to see you. My mom reads my blogs Y'All. Its kinda funny huh. I guess that is her way to stay clued into my life. Well the first round of our Fantasy Superbowl starts tomorrow. Everyone on the league is convinced I will win, including the guy I am up against. I however think I will take second. If I do win though you guys should throw me a party and invite hott guys :) haa haa. I was at the brickstore last night and I was talking to the owner Mike. He said that they have a futball league. I was telling him that I want to be a cheerleader. So he said that me and Jessica need to get together and make it happen. How cute would that be??? We could order little cheer leading outfits that match their jerseys. I would consider doing it however I think I am out of time. You know with the second job and all. I need to be a little more responsible with my time management. You know not spending time that I do not have. That sounds so funny. So everyone is going to Jersey next week. Everyone might include me because I want to go. It would be Me, Chris, Dana, and Rudy. Rudy you are still going right??? It just depends on if my work will let me off. Knowing them they will say no. If they do not let me off I might get written up because I have plenty that I can say to them. I have been covering EVERYONE this year so they can take off. The only reason I would not be able to take off is if our check cutter is off. And she was the reason I could not take off after Thanksgiving SO I will pitch a fit it will sound something like this. "Well then you need to find someone else to cover her because I am done covering anyone. Who covers my job when I am gone. O that's right no one. I am taking off so if you need to fire me be my guest because I am probably quitting anyways. This department is a joke and I will love to see you guess running it without me to cover for people all the time. " Do you think that will get them to give me my time off :) Yea right! Probably not. I kinda want to just call in a family emergency. My brother is leaving and i am having an emotional breakdown so I need off. The sad part is that it is kinda true. No-one tell him this but the past two days at work I have started crying because he is leaving. It is so sad. I know that I literally only have 6 days left with him. Every time I think about it I get really upset. I do not want him to leave. I am never going to see him. He is my best friend. No one understands me like him. Like at G0Units party Hillary duff came on and Chris was like "this is mine and Sarah's song." We got up and starting jumping all over singing "let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams let it wash away my sanity" That is our song because of our obsession with Laguna Beach. That and Since you've been gone. That reminds us of the girls as well. Its more than just the song though. Its something that only he and I get. He is my ally and he always has my back. When he leaves I am just going to be really lost. The first two weeks I will be ok then I am really going to miss him. That is mainly the reason I want to move to Boston. We already said that we would spend the weekends together. I would be in NY every other weekend and he would be in Boston. I know we are gay but I dont care. I think we are lucky to have each other as friends.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I spend money like its nothing and besides I got a thing for you
Yesterday was a crazy crazy day. Let me give you a glimpse of my life. I was on the phone till 3 in the morning with my girl G-Unit. She got her promo at Starbucks and now she has her own store. Well I was supposed to be at the gym at 6:30. Needless to say, I was late. I got there about 7. Still really impressive. I work out for an hour, go to a restaurant sit down and eat breakfast and go to work. On time mind you. Gerta was supposed to spend the night with me and Candy but when I was on the phone with her she said that my brother and Dana wanted to do something like dinner so she wanted me to join them. Well come 4:00 I get a call that we are throwing her a surprise party. I mean how awesome is that. A Wednesday night, who would expect a surprise party. Well it gets better. The boys go and get a helium tank and FILL her whole place with green and white balloons. They downloaded tons of chick music and turned the place into the champagne room. Needless to say the cops did get called. It was really funny because no one knows how long he was banging on the door because we could not hear him. It got pretty loud and crazy and Foti dropped it like its hott ;) winky winky. That is what you would call a productive day. Today I busted by butt at work like beyond what should have been expected of me. Of course it is not going to be noticed. I did 121 voids in one day. That is literally insane. And that was only after lunch. The first half of the day I spent running research reports. Year end is going to be a you know what though. I am dreading it. I went to the gym again today for an hour. I am getting good at the whole working out thing. I got some pics sent to me from my friend Michelle's wedding. I am going to post them in just one second. Just in case you are wondering who all the guys are well the truth is "I'm a pimp."
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
GODIVA saves Say
I am not really in the writing mood tonight. I had a day. One of those, "I cant pin point what is wrong days". I came straight home from work, laid on the couch, ate a WHOLE carton of Godiva Ice cream, and watched victoria secrets run way show. I love lingerie!!! I guess that makes me kinda girly huh. Men love lingerie too ;) wink wink. The ice cream helped but I am not really feeling well. I am sure glad I have my roomie. Who is also not feeling well. She offered to get me some chocolate. Now that is love! Next week is going to be horrible. I have to work late every night. I have monday off though. I am supposed to be in Ballet wed. and sat for the next two weeks. I was really excited because we have the studio to ourselves. It is looking like I will be working. If not at Medquest then at Anne Taylor. I need to go ahead and nip that in the butt. I would much rather be dancing. My splits are looking so good these days. Did I mention I can do one in 3 different positions. You got to admit thats hot :) Just takes practice. SO I am really bummed. Why would I be bummed???? My brother got tix to the jets and he could only get 2. Its on new years eve. I do not get to go. Its all good, I knew I would get booted. They did so good last week. Hopefully they win this week. I love Football. the super bowl party is seriously going to be off the chain. We got a keg of N'Ice Choufe. For those who know me, you already know what I am talking about. If you do not know me let me fill you in. I am addicted to Belgian Beer. I went to Boston just for a Belgian beer festival. Where I had the N'Ice Choufe before it was even in the state of Ga. In November Ga started getting kegs. One of which we will have for our Partay. Its a really big thing for our family, this year we have relatives from out of town coming. Anyways I am going to the gym tomorrow at 6:00. Have to be there at 6:30. Am I crazy??? You bet ya. That means I need to go to be now. Catch ya later.
Monday, December 18, 2006
Girls are worthless....
WHAT is my problem!!! Ok so I think it is safe to say that when it comes to guys I do not know what I want. Everyone round here pretty much knows I LOVE being single. The guys say its because I am a flirt and love all the attention. Truth: they hit the nail on the head. But every now and then; I say maybe once every two months, I think it wouldnt be so bad to play the girlfriend role. A few problems come with that.
1. I always change my mind like 3 days later
2. No one can keep my interest longer than 3 minutes.
3. I would actually have to commit to something
None of the above mentioned are good things. Why am I thinking about this now? Well I guess I need to remind myself that guys suck almost as much as girls. I am convinced that the female race is pretty much worthless. Haa haa just kidding. They are great for cooking, cleaning, and looking hott. If you have to talk to them or deal with them watch out. This only comes from the fact that I want to be one of the guys. I am actually very much one of those girls that can be perfectly content with cooking, cleaning, and walking aroung the house in ONLY lingerie. The difference between me and other girls though, is I also love the guys life, and try to avoid the girl mentality when it comes to everything else. I am not perfect at it, as I am still a girl. But the older I get the more skilled I become. Like I am sitting here thinking I should really be watching the game. Its monday night and I have a man in. However I am tired and I am in a quiet mood. So I am going to blog instead. I am kinda striving for something right now that I have yet to discover. A balance between two worlds. The world I am living in and the world I want to live in. The reality of things is I spend way to much time doing stuff I do not want to do. Then I get bored and all of a sudden feel like I need something else in my life. A new city would be a fun thing. Like I dont know, Boston ;) I was thinking today if and when I move to Boston I want to spend as much time surfing as I can. How awesome would that be?! I am decent too, that is always a good thing. Plus I could walk everywhere and get in really good shape. That is kinda a goal right now, you know looking hot. Anyways I really just need a vaca. Someplace warm. Where I can lay in the sand and mixed drinks. How far away is April? We have a our family beach trip in Destin every year. I look forward to it all year. I want to just go now, but it is too cold. I was talking to chris today trying to convince him we need to go to mexico. How nice would that be. If he really loves me he will take me. Sad part is, usually he gives me whatever I want. That is the nice thing about being an only girl. You get a little spoiled. Not a lot, just a little. Anyways I am going to bed now. I need to sleep. Ballet was so tiresome tonight. Sweet Dreams to me.
1. I always change my mind like 3 days later
2. No one can keep my interest longer than 3 minutes.
3. I would actually have to commit to something
None of the above mentioned are good things. Why am I thinking about this now? Well I guess I need to remind myself that guys suck almost as much as girls. I am convinced that the female race is pretty much worthless. Haa haa just kidding. They are great for cooking, cleaning, and looking hott. If you have to talk to them or deal with them watch out. This only comes from the fact that I want to be one of the guys. I am actually very much one of those girls that can be perfectly content with cooking, cleaning, and walking aroung the house in ONLY lingerie. The difference between me and other girls though, is I also love the guys life, and try to avoid the girl mentality when it comes to everything else. I am not perfect at it, as I am still a girl. But the older I get the more skilled I become. Like I am sitting here thinking I should really be watching the game. Its monday night and I have a man in. However I am tired and I am in a quiet mood. So I am going to blog instead. I am kinda striving for something right now that I have yet to discover. A balance between two worlds. The world I am living in and the world I want to live in. The reality of things is I spend way to much time doing stuff I do not want to do. Then I get bored and all of a sudden feel like I need something else in my life. A new city would be a fun thing. Like I dont know, Boston ;) I was thinking today if and when I move to Boston I want to spend as much time surfing as I can. How awesome would that be?! I am decent too, that is always a good thing. Plus I could walk everywhere and get in really good shape. That is kinda a goal right now, you know looking hot. Anyways I really just need a vaca. Someplace warm. Where I can lay in the sand and mixed drinks. How far away is April? We have a our family beach trip in Destin every year. I look forward to it all year. I want to just go now, but it is too cold. I was talking to chris today trying to convince him we need to go to mexico. How nice would that be. If he really loves me he will take me. Sad part is, usually he gives me whatever I want. That is the nice thing about being an only girl. You get a little spoiled. Not a lot, just a little. Anyways I am going to bed now. I need to sleep. Ballet was so tiresome tonight. Sweet Dreams to me.
Today I played football with some guys, which was so much fun. It was like 72 out today. Crazy. Anyways I won the first round of finals and I am now in the playoffs. I won by over 50 points. I still have Rudi Johnson playing. Next week I will be in the superbowl. Its weird to actually say that. I am really proud of my accomplishments. From here on out I dont care if I win. I proved my point, I can hang with the guys. So the party last night was a sucess. Chris did NOT want a party. He told my brother that we better not throw him one because he will leave. SO we tried to keep it small just his really close friends. Which he kinda has a lot of, we roll in a decent size group. He was so excited It was cute. We completely surprised him. David and Rebbecca came. Which I was really happy about. He really would have wanted them there. Everyone got to hang out with me and my Roomie, which sad to say was a first in like 4 months. DO you realize this Candy??? Sad huh. I took some really cute pictures which WILL be posted as soon as I can figure out how to get them on my computer. I hung out with Diedrich tonight, which I think is also a first. Candy is convinced I want him. I dont. He is just my buddy. I was giving him a hard time last week because I had not talked to him in a while. He was like I have been texting you. I was like o yea. Makes sense, I had no phone. Now I have my buddy back, so I am happy. Ok well I am going to mess with my camera and see if I can not get my pics together. Then off to bed.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
A Sad sad day
Y'all, yesterday was such a sad sad day for me. I found out that they put my dog to sleep. I knew they were going to have to and I thought I was ok with it, but after it happened I realized I was not. I was in target and my brother called. " we put Tasha down today." The words registered completely different than I expected and I just broke down sobbing. My makeup was all over my face which Alaina can attest to, was not too cute. I finally got it together and called my step dad, who went about telling me that it had to be done and the little dog is not taking it well he has been walking around the house crying. Well I lost it again. It just so sad that my dog had to go, the saddest part was her little friend is now all alone in the world. I might be over dramatic but everyone who knows me knows I get REALLY attached to things. I mean come on, my pink blanket. And lets not mention my stapler, staple remover, and everything else at my desk at work. I dont let anyone near my stuff. I named them for goodness sakes. Special Ed and Foti, Mark would be the only person who can appreciate that. Anyways it was just a really sad day. I needed a hug. And you were not there to give me one. You should be ashamed of yourself! Anyways tonight is going to be off the hook. Its a surprise party for my twin, who is leaving in a week or so. We were going to throw a kegger, which would not be nearly as awesome as my going away kegger, did I mention I am VERY LOVED around here? Anyways I was told it is no longer a keg but the beer Im sure will be flowing. He is going to be so surprised! We decided this last night at what about 9:00? Very random. Yet we are going to pull it off. Anyways I have to go get things ready for that. I might have to make my special cookies. They seem to be a hit at all of the parties. And, well to be honest with you I love to watch everyone eat them and say, man these are good who made them? And I am like yea that was me, what up! Fo-shizzle my nizzle. Anyways I am gay but its all gravy baby. Man they just keep on coming. Ok well I am off to work................Leave one.
Friday, December 15, 2006
Pump it up
Last night was off the hook. I worked out for 2 hours. I started with 30 minutes of cardio and then worked my arms and shoulders and abs. My friend Moe came with me to help me out. Which is great because I suck at working out. He is really good at it. I will tell you I owe this guy majorly. My arms, chest and shoulders were maxed out. I love that feeling. The nice thing is I was working out over with the guys not with the sissy girls. I love it. I am actually leaving here in a few minutes to go work out again. It is 2:00 and I get off of work early today. Yay! So I worked out 3 days this week. If I keep it up I will be looking hott. I started a new thing too. I am not eating dinner. Instead I substitute working out. The only prob is the weekends. So I think I will eat dinner on the weekends since that is a social thing, and skip it during the week. I am convinced it will help. If I get hungry I will drink a protein shake. I am determined to be cut an lean. Well it is 2:00 now so I am going to go start my weekend. I will blog later tonight.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Strange Italian men will wine me if you dont leave one
Ballet was so much fun last night! I learned like 5 new jumps. I am loving this new class. Same teacher but its just advanced which means new stuff. So today was a crap of a day. I hate work, officially. There are too many things I would rather be doing than sitting at a desk. I could have made a HUGE career mistake today. I pray that no one from work EVER reads this. I was on a training class today and I asked Antoinette to bring me my morning cup of tea. Usually we make it together but I was late for my class and the two employees I was training were really annoying about it. Anyways I had the one girl on hold and I was hanging up with the other guy so that he could teleconference in. I was hanging up with him as Antoinette came in the office to bring me my tea. I was like "hey, these things suck. I hate this job and I hate doing these things." She is like "oh well you know what you need to do." She walks out and I look down to discover that when I hung up with the guy it picked up the girls line on an auto pickup. "Are you there?" I said She was like yea Im here. Now to redeem myself there is a chance that she didn't hear my comment. If she did I pulled it of by saying "man we are having all of these computer problems here. I am going crazy I hate when this happens" So hopefully it will not get back to anyone that I made that comment. It could so be a bad thing. I am so burnt out though that truthfully I really didn't care after I made the remark. Water under the bridge? Probably nothing to worry about. Hey Tamla, we are suppose to work out tomorrow. Please do not forget me. I really need a running buddy. Candy made me a special cake with sprinkles. Maybe if you are a good girl I will let you come back to our crib and have a slice. Yummy Yummy. Ok well I am ready to crawl in my bed and close my lil eyelids, to reveal some shut eye. Leave me a comment so I know I am loved. If no one comments I might come to the census that my blog readers hate me. And then.... You got it. I will move to Italy and never come back, where i will ask mysterious Italian men to drink wine with me every night. O wait I do that now. Yea dreaming already. Later
Saturday, December 9, 2006
Work it, work it, work it
10:08 AM
So I went to class and took my final. Would you believe I finished in 20 minutes?! I think I did really good on it too. So whats the problem Sarah, you did really good on your test you should do fine. Problem is, since I did so good on my test I know I could have got an A in this class. But someone, not mentioning any names, did not complete her comprehensive problem. Which means I can not get an A in this class. I am really disappointed in myself. I recorded all of my transactions and tied out all of my specialized leadgers and I made NO mistakes. Everything tied out. But somewhere between posting to my General Ledger and doing my trail balance I made an error. When I got stuck I tried to fix it but just gave up. I still could have done my closing enteries and worksheet and income summary and statement of owners equity. It would have come out wrong but I would have recieved points for it. I probably could have even got an 80. But I just stopped. How can someone who works in accounting all day and who wants to be an accountant get anything less than an A in her class? I was just talking to my teacher and I think it would be a good idea to just take this class over, when I transfer to state. It will be less concentrated and seem really remedial, but this is the basis for all of Accounting so I think it will do me a lot of good. I am just really mad at myself. Not only that but I was supposed to be working on this last night but my brother was being so silly with me. I was on the couch and we all started drinking vodka and me and him were laughing and jumping on the couch and throwing stuff at shaun. Then we were all in my brothers room, while Shaun and Jeremy (my other two brothers) played the guitar. Then chris was like you need to study. So I went in his room, shut the door and studied. Which payed off because I did well on the test. I am going to miss my brother so much when he is gone. Shaun last night was like "look at the two of them, so stupid but she is laughing because they have a special connection. Doesnt matter how stupid the two of them look, they still do it together, its their twin connection. You guys are GAY." It was so sweet, because he was right. Chris and I have always had a special connection. I think he is going to miss me just as much as I miss him. Well that is not possible. I went and woke him up a few minutes ago to inform him that he is taking me to breakfast. Yummy Yummy in my Tummy. I am such a hauss you guys! I do not think I have met another girl that could down as much food as me. Its CRAZY. I dont know how I do it. The funny thing is I have not put on any weight in the past year. When Jared and I broke up I was a 00/0. Now I am a size 2. I will be honest I FREAKED out when it happened. I was going to the doctors telling them I HAD to lose weight. But she told me that my metabolisim changed and I was going to have to work to get it off. When I was 22 I was fine, but for some reason, when you hit that 23 year mark your body starts to change. I keep an eye on my weight and it has been the same for almost a year and a half so I think that is a good thing. Now I just want to lose 20 lbs and keep it off. Some people think that it is gross to try to be that skinny, I dont. I just need to get my butt in the gym and work for it. I have to lose the weight before my ballet performance though. There is no way in hades that I am going to me in tights in front of all those people looking like this. Anyways I am going to stop being a girl and talking about my weight. Actually I am going to go to the gym. Right now!
Bye......
So I went to class and took my final. Would you believe I finished in 20 minutes?! I think I did really good on it too. So whats the problem Sarah, you did really good on your test you should do fine. Problem is, since I did so good on my test I know I could have got an A in this class. But someone, not mentioning any names, did not complete her comprehensive problem. Which means I can not get an A in this class. I am really disappointed in myself. I recorded all of my transactions and tied out all of my specialized leadgers and I made NO mistakes. Everything tied out. But somewhere between posting to my General Ledger and doing my trail balance I made an error. When I got stuck I tried to fix it but just gave up. I still could have done my closing enteries and worksheet and income summary and statement of owners equity. It would have come out wrong but I would have recieved points for it. I probably could have even got an 80. But I just stopped. How can someone who works in accounting all day and who wants to be an accountant get anything less than an A in her class? I was just talking to my teacher and I think it would be a good idea to just take this class over, when I transfer to state. It will be less concentrated and seem really remedial, but this is the basis for all of Accounting so I think it will do me a lot of good. I am just really mad at myself. Not only that but I was supposed to be working on this last night but my brother was being so silly with me. I was on the couch and we all started drinking vodka and me and him were laughing and jumping on the couch and throwing stuff at shaun. Then we were all in my brothers room, while Shaun and Jeremy (my other two brothers) played the guitar. Then chris was like you need to study. So I went in his room, shut the door and studied. Which payed off because I did well on the test. I am going to miss my brother so much when he is gone. Shaun last night was like "look at the two of them, so stupid but she is laughing because they have a special connection. Doesnt matter how stupid the two of them look, they still do it together, its their twin connection. You guys are GAY." It was so sweet, because he was right. Chris and I have always had a special connection. I think he is going to miss me just as much as I miss him. Well that is not possible. I went and woke him up a few minutes ago to inform him that he is taking me to breakfast. Yummy Yummy in my Tummy. I am such a hauss you guys! I do not think I have met another girl that could down as much food as me. Its CRAZY. I dont know how I do it. The funny thing is I have not put on any weight in the past year. When Jared and I broke up I was a 00/0. Now I am a size 2. I will be honest I FREAKED out when it happened. I was going to the doctors telling them I HAD to lose weight. But she told me that my metabolisim changed and I was going to have to work to get it off. When I was 22 I was fine, but for some reason, when you hit that 23 year mark your body starts to change. I keep an eye on my weight and it has been the same for almost a year and a half so I think that is a good thing. Now I just want to lose 20 lbs and keep it off. Some people think that it is gross to try to be that skinny, I dont. I just need to get my butt in the gym and work for it. I have to lose the weight before my ballet performance though. There is no way in hades that I am going to me in tights in front of all those people looking like this. Anyways I am going to stop being a girl and talking about my weight. Actually I am going to go to the gym. Right now!
Bye......
Friday, December 8, 2006
Its all about boobs and a phone I dont get it
So I got my new phone today. Too bad it like totally sucks. I hate it. I better be able to return this thing! I really hate it. Even Candy said it was stupid. I want a chocolate so until I get it I will complain. In the meantime at least I can receive text messages. I am so curious who has been texting this whole time when my phone was smashed. I already downloaded my fergie song. It only has the hot hot part. That made me mad too. So today I was talking to this girl at work and she has a contact for a job for me. The company is out of Dirty Jersey and I would work all along the East Coast. That could be fun, could be scary. I can not believe how cold it got here. It is only 19 degrees outside. From 60 in the afternoon. Is that not insane?!? So I did not finish my work yet. Which is technically due tomorrow. I am really bad. I hung out with Candy instead of working we just sat and talked. Candy is such an awesome roomie. I love having her around :) I am so glad that tomorrow is Friday. I have like 3 trainings next week. I had 3 this week too. Next week is mainly executives. Which I hate because I am so nervous the WHOLE time. They are all being trained on the P-Card portion of their expense program. I have a p-card as well. I am not sure why because I don't expense ANYTHING. I have a 7K a month expense account, and I don't know why. I guess if I was really doing my job I would have to use it. So far the only thing I can think to buy is a LapTop bag. I will probably use it the last week of December to purchase all the late night dinners for the department though. How nice. All the hourlies gets paid overtime and dinner. Me, I just get dinner. I wanted to take the 26th off but nope. Its a late night. The 26th-29th. The 29th they are going to "try" to let us go home early. What is early, one might ask. Try 5:00. What a joke right. I am over it though. WAY over it. I need a vacation. I really hope I get to go to Switzerland. The beach sounds so nice right about now. Its so cold. My boss today was trying to talk me into getting my boobs done. I was over at her desk talking about how I want fake ones. She was very very pro boob job. Which is very odd. I called her out on it too. I was like what is up with you trying to convince me to get my boobs done. Turns out she wants to get some stuff done too. I don't think I could ever do that. However with how good Zs came out, it makes me really want some. I'm a walking contradiction though. Tomorrow I will so change my mind on it. I like being natural. NO silicone here. Its really sad that I just had this conversation basically with myself. I need to go study. I am going to blog on Saturday after my final and let you know if I am still alive. Hopefully I will be able to function and I wont completely melt down.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
I blow kisses
So I am trying to move the pictures that I posted earlier this week so that they are not at the bottom of the page, and I do not know how to do it. If anyone could offer advice I would love it. So today I was talking with a friend at work and she and I might go to Switzerland. Her Aunt lives there and has been asking her to come. So we might actually go. Can you imagine skiing in the Swiss Alps. Crazy. We would not go till later in the year but man that would be fun. I was thinking about talking to my cousin and seeing if she has plans to go to Italy anytime soon. She has a house out there which would be really cool if she ever went. I think its more just a retreat for her husband or something. I just know that she doesn't like going because the people do not speak English. So I got all the awards this week in Fantasy Football. I got the Coach of the week, high score of the week and player of the week. As well as the coach of the year and the MVP of the year. Kinda cool huh!!! I feel so special. Mainly because I was nervous going into this thing only because all of these guys are really into sports, and come on I might not act like it sometime but I am a girl. Anyways of course I felt like I had something to prove, I mean I do. I am just really glad that I could hold my own. Me and Tami have a date tomorrow. We are going to bake a cake and then work out and then eat the cake. Sounds like a good idea huh?! I actually really need to do my school work. I have a final on Saturday and I have not picked up my book in like a week and a half. I know, I am stupid! So ballet was super fun last night. I learned a lot of new jumps and leaps and stuff. For all of those that do not already know, I have decided to stay at Renaissance for a while and put off Pointe. I really want to do Pointe but I would rather stay with my teacher. I would miss her too much if I left. I will probably pick up an extra class down the line somewhere but for now I am happy. Plus my toes still look cute. Why ruin that? I just realized that i left my blanket at home, I am staying at my dads tonight because I have to train out in Woodstock. I cant sleep without it. I dont know what to do :( Alaina I know you are laughing right now. STOP.
I think I am going to bed now. I am tired. VERY VERY tired. Kisses
I think I am going to bed now. I am tired. VERY VERY tired. Kisses
Monday, December 4, 2006
Hottie of the week
This weeks hottie of the week is Fabio Cannavaro. He is number one of all hotties. That means it doesnt get any hotter. If there is one thing them italians know its men. Born in Naples Italy Sept 13 1973. Most of you know him because he won the world cup in 2006. Go team Italia. As far as beauty goes, I will let the pics speak for themselves. Ladies you can thank me later.

Saturday, December 2, 2006
So tonight was not a good night. I hate drama and even more so when I am involved in it. That is all that needs to be said about that. So this weekend has been really crazy. In so many ways. I really need to relax though. I just want to stay home tomorrow and chill, and not do anything. Why is that so hard to do? I think I am supposed to be at the Woodstock center tomorrow doing training and I can not remember. That is going to suck if I have someone waiting on me to train them and I never show up. Its ok because I have had about enough with work these days. Yesterday was really rough. Thursday as well. I am so sick of this place. I just want a job where I shop all day. It is a Saturday night and I am in really early. I went to the brick store, AKA my favorite hang out. I was outside on the phone the whole time. We were only there a short time. I probably could have stayed out longer and did something. Maybe I can watch a movie and chill on the couch. Doesn't that sound nice?! I am going to actually go do that. Wanna join me?
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
So I have not been on in a while to add any posts. Life has just been really busy lately. I was out until 2 last night which is not that bad. Except this morning I overslept majorly. I was supposed to be at training in Athens at 9:00 Which is about 40 mins away. I woke up at 8:40. You do the math. Needless to say I was not in the best of moods. Yea so my phone is broken. On Sunday I was at Harlem Bar with a bunch of pple and I went to look at the time and my phone was busted. The fact that we were drinking martinis probably contributed but I found it funny at the time. Not so much anymore. I can not see anything on the screen other than a black blob. When someone calls I have no idea who it is. Thankfully I can answer it, the real question is do I want too???? I can not change my alarm clock. Can not turn it off either. Can not turn my ringer off, thankfully it was on at the time or we would be in a lot of trouble. Can not read text messages that i know i have been getting because i can hear them arrive. So my point..... Yea I need a new phone. I went to the store to get one on Monday, but I couldnt pick one because I dont like any of them. And I dont know if I want to renew my contract for 2 years. So yea I am pretty annoyed to say the least. So yea I hate girls so everyone knows. If i talk to you on a regular basis you already know why so I need not go into details. However I love men!!!! Which EVERYONE knows :) Candy will be doing a thesis on me. I will post it once she writes it. Candy that means you really need to write it. Do me a favor and try to make me look good. Ok so Elisa is a sweetie. And I love ya back. For those that do not already know. E stands for Elisa. NOT RUDY. So Rudy I still hate you, however I have fixed it so that you do not need an account to leave me messages. So I expect some on a regular basis. If I do not get one do not bother talking to me EVER again. Tamla, I will make you a friend of the week one of these days. Not tonight because I am tired, but one night soon. I want you to know that Kanyada called me and I am not going to say anything to your girl. Only because Mo would be upset because he wont trust me. So I am going to let this one go. Once again Sarah gets walked all over. Its all good though because Mo is a nice guy. And I am really surprised he even told me in the first place. Anyways I am going to talk to my Daddy because he is online. He is my buddy and I love him, love him, love him! I will talk to you later. Bye the way if you call me leave your phone number so I can call you back.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
So last night was pretty fun. Amy had her festive Thanksgiving bash. I was not really in a Party mood last night. Truthfully someone, not mentioning names was really annoying. If you know me well enough I do not need to say anymore. I was just like completely annoyed most of the night. Im not going to sit here and complain too much about it. Anyways it was fun. Sarah's mom was there and I was in the kitchen standing on my toes, so that I could fain being a little taller, which gave her a brilliant idea. "Hey I have an idea! All the girls are different heights, lets line them all up and take a picture." I will be posting it as soon as Amy sends it to me. Anyways, we took the picture and I realized there are a lot of single girls running around here. 6 out of 7 in the picture are single. I dont know why I found it so amusing but I did. Amy was doing her crazy dancing, which I did have on video for all of 10 minutes until she made me erase it. When she saw it she was like of so that is why I am single. She is so cute. So I am still sick. I am really worried that it might be pneumonia. Its only in my chest and it is hard to breath and almost feels like fluid is in there. Judy is sick, and she was saying the exact same thing. (she was not there last night). You know me tho. I hate doctors. So I am thinking unless I am about to die, I dont want to go to the doctor. Do you think the dentist can tell if I have pneumonia? I would gladly go see him. Anyways I feel like crap. Class today was kinda weird. We just reviewed for our final and spent the rest of the time on the comprehensive problem. Once again everyone left and I hung around like an hour after everyone. I really need to study all next week though. I have to get a high A on this test. If I get like a 96 I think I will have an A in the class. As long as I get a good grade on my comprehensive problem. I am going to go ahead and admit this to you guys. If I get a B in this class I think I will literally cry. Like literally. The sad thing is it will all be my fault. I should have studied much harder for the last test. I got an 86, which is where the problem is. I have to make up for it by getting a higher grade. Not that anyone reading this cares. But I do. I really need an A otherwise my GPA will go down. And that would not be good. Sarah And Amy are going to Boston the 8th. I am a little jealous. I kinda want to go. O well. Looks like I might have to make NY my new stomping grounds for Vaca time. Tam you would love that wouldn't ya. My twin is leaving and emotionally, I do not know if I can handle it. I am so sad already. He is leaving next week. I am so going to cry. I am going to miss him so much!!!!!!!!!! Anyways this blog is long so I will spare you anymore details.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
I*M LOVED
Yay. I got Rudy to leave me a comment. This means that I am loved. Who cares if I had to threaten him. It still worked. Now I have to start harassing Bobbie Boston. Why is that? Well, you were on my blog the other day and you didnt leave a comment either. I told you I am going to start calling you pple out. Plus you are on my bad side from yesterday. Thats not a good thing. I just might decide to never talk to you again. Do you want that??? It could be arranged.
Yea so I am so being a wife again today. Don't i just love it. I woke up bright and early and cleaned the house. Candy was trying to sleep but I was being too loud. I broke a glass in all the mayhem. But I managed to vacuum, swiffer and then shine the hard wood floors that Candy adores so much. They are really nice floors. Right guys :) So I did that and vacuumed the couch. Now i am making some sweet potato souffle. I make the best sweet potato souffle. Rudy you had it last year. Did you love it?? I make a crunchy brown sugar and walnut topping and bake it. Anyways Candy says I am being all domestic and stuff. I love it though!!!! It makes me feel so girly. And lets face it, sometimes I need to be girly. The fact that I put sports center on after I finished; does that take anything away from it? I am getting really into my football lately. Maybe the fact that I am still in first place on my fantasy football league has something to do with it. I actually have a dilemma this week. Hasslebeck is back this week. Do I trust him enough to start him or do I keep Romo, who only got me 4 points last week. LT is so carrying my team. 46 points last week. I put up 43 dollars for him on a 120 salary cap draft. Everyone thought I was crazy. What you saying now?! Huh yea thats what I thought. Ok so I might be acting a little to gheto now. The fact that I am beating 7 guys though really feeds my ego. Anyways I should go get all beautiful and finish my baking. I will catch you on the flip side....Leave one.
Yea so I am so being a wife again today. Don't i just love it. I woke up bright and early and cleaned the house. Candy was trying to sleep but I was being too loud. I broke a glass in all the mayhem. But I managed to vacuum, swiffer and then shine the hard wood floors that Candy adores so much. They are really nice floors. Right guys :) So I did that and vacuumed the couch. Now i am making some sweet potato souffle. I make the best sweet potato souffle. Rudy you had it last year. Did you love it?? I make a crunchy brown sugar and walnut topping and bake it. Anyways Candy says I am being all domestic and stuff. I love it though!!!! It makes me feel so girly. And lets face it, sometimes I need to be girly. The fact that I put sports center on after I finished; does that take anything away from it? I am getting really into my football lately. Maybe the fact that I am still in first place on my fantasy football league has something to do with it. I actually have a dilemma this week. Hasslebeck is back this week. Do I trust him enough to start him or do I keep Romo, who only got me 4 points last week. LT is so carrying my team. 46 points last week. I put up 43 dollars for him on a 120 salary cap draft. Everyone thought I was crazy. What you saying now?! Huh yea thats what I thought. Ok so I might be acting a little to gheto now. The fact that I am beating 7 guys though really feeds my ego. Anyways I should go get all beautiful and finish my baking. I will catch you on the flip side....Leave one.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Hottie of the week.
Rudy you are a jerk
Why is Rudy a jerk??? I will tell you why. Because he reads my posts and he never comments. He says he will but I do not believe I have received one thus far. SO I am officially calling you out. Not like it is anything new. I like calling you a jerk for some reason. I dont really mean it. You know that! But for some reason I still say it. This time i mean it. You need to leave me a comment or I will cut you off.
This is also a warning to you other readers that do not leave comments. If I find out you WILL get called out!
Rudy is going to hit the slopes without me. Its going to be a Sad Sad day for him. Well maybe not. He has Scott :) They are going to have a blast. Wish I could be there, and I am sad I am not. But good news. I am planning my big trip soooooo that will be really fun. COLORADO anyone. And I get to go with Chelsea. Now thats hott!!!!!
This is also a warning to you other readers that do not leave comments. If I find out you WILL get called out!
Rudy is going to hit the slopes without me. Its going to be a Sad Sad day for him. Well maybe not. He has Scott :) They are going to have a blast. Wish I could be there, and I am sad I am not. But good news. I am planning my big trip soooooo that will be really fun. COLORADO anyone. And I get to go with Chelsea. Now thats hott!!!!!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Crush of the week
Ok so I was watching the chargers game tonight, which was totally awesome. 35-27 chargers. Anyways, I discovered that Philips Rivers is a hottie. That prompted me to start a Hottie of the week. I was going to have him be my first but, two things. 1. Cant find a picture that suits him 2. He is married. It wouldnt be so bad but he married his High School sweet heart when he was 19, and to me that is just gross. You know the whole anti-marriage thing is my thing this week. So I guess that I will have to come up with another hottie of the week. I already know who the first one is, but i am not going to tell you because you will have to check back and see. I will say a majority will be sports hotties.
So I am sick. Not a good thing at all. I feel like poop. Candy ordered me to stay home today because she doesnt want me getting worse. So I listened. Until I realized at 2:00 that I cant just sit on my couch all day. SO I went put to watch the jets loose. That made me even more sick :) Then on my way home I went to ikea, then to the grocery store. It was 8:00 when I got home, and I was going to take my roomies advice and take it easy. Instead i made a shelf table for next to my bed. It came out really good. I realized as the day went on i was getting progressively worse! I should have listened to Candy but NO. Lets go back to my shelf thing. I bought this really cool cabinet with a glass pane in it. And brackets. So now I have a glass end table/shelf in my room. I am kinda proud at how decorative I can be. I will make a good wife someday. Hopefully no time soon! I say 10 years when I am pushing 35 :) That is only partially a joke of course. So anyways this week shall be fun. I get to spend hours, literally hours doing accounting homework. The sick part is I am really looking forward to next semester. I LOVE accounting. I think it is because I have such an awesome teacher. Literally. He is really good at explaining stuff. The only problem is that i have to go to the main campus for next semester. That could make my life a little more difficult. Anyways I decided to take Irish dancing. Well I decided I wanted to do that when i was like 12 and every in my family was doing it. But since I am not taking ballet on wed. I am taking Irish dancing. The class was at the same time as Ballet so I would watch them and wish I could be in there. Do you know those girls are on their toes???? I was not aware of that. This could help me A LOT with ballet. Plus next time i am in Boston I will be able to go to the black rose and do the jig. That is a real dance by the way. OK well it is time for missy to go to bed. I cant wait to sleep. I took NyQuil about 10 minutes ago. It should be kicking in as soon as I hit the sheets.
So I am sick. Not a good thing at all. I feel like poop. Candy ordered me to stay home today because she doesnt want me getting worse. So I listened. Until I realized at 2:00 that I cant just sit on my couch all day. SO I went put to watch the jets loose. That made me even more sick :) Then on my way home I went to ikea, then to the grocery store. It was 8:00 when I got home, and I was going to take my roomies advice and take it easy. Instead i made a shelf table for next to my bed. It came out really good. I realized as the day went on i was getting progressively worse! I should have listened to Candy but NO. Lets go back to my shelf thing. I bought this really cool cabinet with a glass pane in it. And brackets. So now I have a glass end table/shelf in my room. I am kinda proud at how decorative I can be. I will make a good wife someday. Hopefully no time soon! I say 10 years when I am pushing 35 :) That is only partially a joke of course. So anyways this week shall be fun. I get to spend hours, literally hours doing accounting homework. The sick part is I am really looking forward to next semester. I LOVE accounting. I think it is because I have such an awesome teacher. Literally. He is really good at explaining stuff. The only problem is that i have to go to the main campus for next semester. That could make my life a little more difficult. Anyways I decided to take Irish dancing. Well I decided I wanted to do that when i was like 12 and every in my family was doing it. But since I am not taking ballet on wed. I am taking Irish dancing. The class was at the same time as Ballet so I would watch them and wish I could be in there. Do you know those girls are on their toes???? I was not aware of that. This could help me A LOT with ballet. Plus next time i am in Boston I will be able to go to the black rose and do the jig. That is a real dance by the way. OK well it is time for missy to go to bed. I cant wait to sleep. I took NyQuil about 10 minutes ago. It should be kicking in as soon as I hit the sheets.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Good times never seem so good (so good, so good)
Ok so here is my blog for last night. Warning this is going to be gay. So last night I went to the brick store. I have not been there in forever, like 3 weeks. As soon as I walk in like 3 people say something. Jessie was like "Hey stranger, long time no see." Steve came up and put his hand on my shoulder to say hi. Matt played with my ear to get my attention and gave me a big hug. This is the reason I love that place. I love the fact that everyone there knows me, and that they are happy when i come in. Matt was like "God you are hott." It made me feel good. I mean it is always nice when a guy gives you attention. And Brian called me punkin. Which is super cute. And this time when i asked to put my song on they did it RIGHT AWAY. What song you might ask? Sweet Caroline, its a new tradition. We all sing and bang on the table REALLY REALLY LOUD. I think we have done it the past 3 times now. They wouldn't do that for just anyone. The brick store is a place that we can get our friends together, be our self and just have fun. Last night was fun. Me, shaun, jeremy, michelle, rudy and scott went and just enjoyed each others company. By the way I am the fastest Whisky Shooter i know. Rudy tried saying no, however I have not had 1 person beat me YET. You started before me and I still finished before you. We are getting a bottle and we are going to have a contest. And I WILL WIN! Man if you didn't know me and you were reading this I sound like a crazy lush. I'm really not. Its funny. Unfortunately I can really handle my drinking. Its good for me, because I don't ever have problems. However it cant be good. So I was bored last night so I pretended to be crying for like 10 minutes. I think it started to get annoying, but I was having fun. I like being able to do stuff like that. Plus it was funny how everyone was making fun of the fact that I could not cry. Anyways, change the subject. I a not going skiing this weekend, nor am i going to Boston. I have to study for school and my teacher scheduled a class on Saturday and gave us off the 2nd. It kind of crappy because I can not take full advantage of the 2 days off. O well. This is kind of important to me right now. I do not have Ballet this week. That is going to be hard because I really want to dance. I will go to the gym instead. And burn 500 calories on the trainer. Anyways, I am really hungry and cold so I am going to go now.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
I just didnt feel like it

SayRah40oz: why didnt you talk to me on sunday?
theta think: i guess i just didnt feel like it =[
Haa haa thanks Rudy. For those who do not already know; Rudy is my at one time really good friend. I would say almost my best friend. He knows me better than pretty much anyone else, And I love him almost more than anyone else. You know after my family. I can not say I blame you for not wanting to talk to me. The reason he wont talk to me is because I called him at 3 in the morning a couple weeks ago and told him I was hit by a car and that he needed to rush to the hospital. He totally freaked, and I was crying. I asked him not to tell my dad because I still didn't know how serious it was but that I might have surgery and that blood was all over the place. I made him drive to the hospital and then......... well lets just say the laughing would not stop. He didn't find it funny and ever since then he has not talked to me. This is my public apology to my buddy. The number one man in my life. I am sorry. Please forgive me! I love you lots. And I just want us to go back to the way we were when we were amigos. When I could call you at 3 in the morning and tell you that I hate men. Or when I had to p so bad that I made you pull over threatening to ruin your new BMW. The way it was when we told my brother and he completely freaked out that I had the balls to do it. And the way that only you and I found it funny. I want to be able to go back to hanging with you without it feeling weird. I want our old times back.
Haa haa thanks Rudy. For those who do not already know; Rudy is my at one time really good friend. I would say almost my best friend. He knows me better than pretty much anyone else, And I love him almost more than anyone else. You know after my family. I can not say I blame you for not wanting to talk to me. The reason he wont talk to me is because I called him at 3 in the morning a couple weeks ago and told him I was hit by a car and that he needed to rush to the hospital. He totally freaked, and I was crying. I asked him not to tell my dad because I still didn't know how serious it was but that I might have surgery and that blood was all over the place. I made him drive to the hospital and then......... well lets just say the laughing would not stop. He didn't find it funny and ever since then he has not talked to me. This is my public apology to my buddy. The number one man in my life. I am sorry. Please forgive me! I love you lots. And I just want us to go back to the way we were when we were amigos. When I could call you at 3 in the morning and tell you that I hate men. Or when I had to p so bad that I made you pull over threatening to ruin your new BMW. The way it was when we told my brother and he completely freaked out that I had the balls to do it. And the way that only you and I found it funny. I want to be able to go back to hanging with you without it feeling weird. I want our old times back.
Im a sweet girl Right?
Ok so I was reading over my post yesterday and MAN AM I A LOSER OR WHAT! Tamla girl you know I love ya though. You said I am happy! Yea so are you still coming over tonight to watch grey’s? I am going to spend the night at my dads tonight but knowing me I won’t leave to go over there till like 11:00 which means I will not be at his house till 12:00. I stay up late anyways so that really does not matter. Anyways Candy told me last night that she would like to get another roommate. Are you interested Tamla???? She already has two candidates in mind. It will be interesting to say the least. It is going to be hard to find another chick and cool and me and candy. Anyways I think it is funny that this blog is our little chat room. I think you are the only person who reads this. However I am SO taking your advice and sending out links to everyone once I get it to my liking. Today was a much better day. I had a training late last night because the peeps were on Pacific time and it was just bad. But today’s training class went really good so I am happy. I think I am going to West Virginia instead of Wilmington this weekend. I might go to Boston too I am not sure. Boston would be fun. I want to go Skiing. I know NC is definitely out of the question. The guys are boarding this weekend in Snowshoe. I think I might do that. It would be me, Shaun, Scott and Rudy. A recipe for FUN!!!!! Anyways if I do not do that I might try to go to Boston and drive into Vermont one day and hit the slopes. I am still trying to decide. I do not like staying still. You notice that? Of course you do. You realize I have not seen you in a month? THAT IS SAD!! You live right down the street and we can’t even get together to watch TV. Anyways I am going to go. I saw Josh's page by the way. I think I am going to start stalking him until he talks to me. I texted him the other day, no reply. Go figure. Rob said that none of us should worry about him he just wants time to himself. I respect that but I am still going to worry, ya know. Anyways I think I am going to comment on his page. Then he will read this and know that I miss him :) see I am a sweet girl, RIGHT!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Once I wanted to be the greatest
Ok, So once again my indecisiveness comes out. Two weeks ago I switched schools to the Atlanta ballet. I was going to two schools a week and next week I was going to fully transition to twice a week at Atlanta ballet. I was all excited because then I could do point work. WELL tonight I was talking to my teacher because we went out to say goodbye and she was asking me what i decided to do. She wants me to come to her more advanced Monday class and I want to go on point. Which she does not teach. So what did I decide? I am going to stay at my school and put off pointe for a little bit. Then she brought up the performance again. The one she mentions a couple months ago. Well with that being said rehearsals start in January. I can not believe i agreed to this. I promised myself i would not perform and now well, you guessed it. Tutu and all. I really hope that our outfits are cute because if not I might go back to Atlanta Ballet. Anyways tonight was a good night. MUCH better than Wednesday. I had a bad day at work today too. A REALLY BAD DAY. I wrote my boss a nasty email and sent it. So tomorrow should be interesting. I do not want to go into it because I am trying to stay positive, and talking about this will only make me mad. I do not like being mad. I like being happy, and smiling and laughing and loving. MAN I LOVE TO LOVE. I love everyone in my life. And that is not an exaggeration. If you spend anytime talking to me, or if i go out of my way to keep in touch with you it is because I LOVE YOU!!!! I do not know where it comes from. I just have a really deep appreciation for the people in my life. They allow me to believe in myself, and give me a reason to smile day in and day out. So if you are one of those people, thank you. I guess that is one of the reasons I am content with being single. I have amazing friends, and a incredible family. I know I am loved, and i love in return. I do not need a man to make me feel good about myself, and that is a wonderful feeling. Yeah so i am going to keep reminding myself of that fact, and I might even sleep on it because i am tired and drained and I need a break to rest my eyes. SO that is what i will do.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
More to come.
Ok, so I am just figuring out how this whole blog thing works. I do not have any pictures on this computer so that should explain why I only have 2 right now. However the best is yet to come. I will be making my page look cute. It will be fantastic. Yea so I made a Dr's appointment for Thursday so I can find out what is going on with my ears. Every night for the past 2 weeks, (going on three now) I wake up with shooting pain in my ears. Its excruciating pain that last like 15 minutes. It is EVERY single night. So now I have to get it checked out because it could be a problem that needs to be corrected. I do not like doctors. I think that they are pretty much pointless. Well not all doctors. I love my dentist, orthodontist and dermatologist. Well I did love my dermatologist but she is in Buckhead now so I have a new one who is alright. For the most part doctors waste peoples time. So I am supposed to darken my hair next week. A lot of people like it the way it is now but I am ready for a change. I want to get it cut as well. Not too much since I have been growing it out for 4 years. I still can not believe it has been that long. It is taking forever. Anyways my break at lunch is almost over so that means I need to go. Don't we just love corporate America.
Monday, November 13, 2006
Just another day
Yea,
So today was just another day. I woke up got dressed and went to work. Well sort of, not really work at all. Today I was in training on integration manager. Not too much to be said about that. I went to Ballet ( I am at a new studio) but I was really out of it. So much so that when the music started I didn't hear it. I was standing there, as I was suppose to be doing preparation, in the middle of the floor by myself when I hear "LEFT FOOT back, LEFT FOOT back. I snapped out of it and realized she was talking to me. Of course she was talking to me who else would she be talking to. "Sorry I was not even paying attention" I quickly yelled as I went jumping off, as if she had not already noticed. My leaps were off and my arms were jello, and lets just say that when class was over I couldn't wait to get home. So I told Tami that I would start this blog, a woman of my word I prove to be. Hope you find me as dull as the next one :)
So today was just another day. I woke up got dressed and went to work. Well sort of, not really work at all. Today I was in training on integration manager. Not too much to be said about that. I went to Ballet ( I am at a new studio) but I was really out of it. So much so that when the music started I didn't hear it. I was standing there, as I was suppose to be doing preparation, in the middle of the floor by myself when I hear "LEFT FOOT back, LEFT FOOT back. I snapped out of it and realized she was talking to me. Of course she was talking to me who else would she be talking to. "Sorry I was not even paying attention" I quickly yelled as I went jumping off, as if she had not already noticed. My leaps were off and my arms were jello, and lets just say that when class was over I couldn't wait to get home. So I told Tami that I would start this blog, a woman of my word I prove to be. Hope you find me as dull as the next one :)
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